All good things....................

I can honestly say that this year has started out better than the last 3 at least. I've been feeling better than I have in a long time, not counting the usual shit i deal with everyday. I've been pretty happy most times, thanks to someone special. And there is a chance that I may get another motorcycle, an old Kawasaki, and i haven't had a bike in 3 or 4 years. So, all this good stuff brings on the question of what really bad shit is going to happen before the year is done...............


Shaggy

The Writing desk

There is an old desk that has been in my room for many years. It belongs to my mother. I even tore it apart once to make some room, but then put it back together after a while. Its a simple little thing, but its a good desk.

I cleaned it off again tonight. I tell myself all the time I am going to use it more, writing in my journals, writing other stuff. I think I have set there twice in the last two months or so. I tend to throw all my magazines and scraps of paper and stuff on it until its buried and there is no space on it to set a notebook and scribble anything.

So, once again I clean it off telling myself i'm going to use it more. And yet, I am setting here, instead of setting there. Its a never ending thing, and i'm sure within the next couple of days I will have started a new pile on the thing. Unless, this time, I can keep it clean.

Shaggy

Another day

Today was my usual day off from hell. It started out okay, except for the freezing temps and the snow and ice, and i walked up to the store to see if there were any decent movies to rent. Nothing sounded interesting. Then I came home and played have a dozen games on the dart board and then watched a little TV.

After lunch I decided to go visit my best friend and drop off a card for her one daughter whose birthday is next monday. She wasn't home, so I talked to her other two daughters for a few mintues and got a couple nice hugs before I left, which is good because I needed a hug......it was one of those days. And its not over yet.

I also stopped in hell to get a paper while I was in town and talked to my friend for a couple minutes. Which was really cool. At least the smile and hug I got from her helped me feel even better.

I hate days when there are too many questions in my head and not enough answers. I have had too many serious thoughts in my head lately. I wonder why my little fantasy world has not been coming to mind lately. It seems to have disappeared along with my imagination.

After dinner all I did was set in front of the TV for about 6 hours. Give or take an hour. Had to watch NCIS and House. With a little bit of Supernatural and overhaulin' while The ads were running.

Shaggy

Super sunday

Going to a superbowl party tonight. The weather is not cooperating and now we have more snow. But the game should be a good one. I want the Steelers to win.

Shaggy