A good monday?

Well, it is monday, and for the most part it sucked. But there was a couple of hours there that were just really good. I spent some time with a good friend and I had a blast. I haven't had such a great time since..................since, ummmmm.............................hell, I don't think I have ever had such a good time before. And of course, the time seemed to just fly by and it was soon time to part ways again. Just hanging out and spending time with someone I really want to spend time with and the conversation was good too. Brought many new thoughts to my head and i should be setting at my desk writing a letter right now, but I have a couple days to finish it and i have so many thoughts in my head I don't know which one to start with. But its all good, and I am still happy guy even though that time ended over five hours ago.

Shaggy

Random thoughts

The thought occured to me today that I sometimes think too much on some things and cut off too many other thoughts. How do i know that some thought I stop in midstream could not be some life altering decision that I will never know about because I didn't let it play through. I've already made a couple of life altering decisions, but can't comment on those at the moment, i'll just say it will be a while before I actually put those thoughts into motion.

I've been thinking lately that I want another motorcycle. Don't really care what kind either. Just something that I can play around with and have fun and maybe take a road trip or two on a day off. I haven't had a bike in probably 3 or 4 years now.

Time and patience are a couple other subjects that I have a little problem with. Why does time always seem to disappear so fast when I am with someone I really want to be around....but the rest of the day always seems to drag on no matter where i am or what I am doing. I have never really been very good with being patient, but I am learning. I was talking with a friend today about that because she is the one that is always telling me I have to be patient and yet she herself was the one that was being impatient today.

I should be in bed now, but i'm not. It seems the last few months that if I am in bed before 1:00 a.m. even if i have to be up at 6:00 I do not sleep at night. If I go to bed any time before that I will be awake at least three or four times and just can't seem to get comfortable enough to fall asleep. But if I crawl in about 1:00 or so I will maybe wake up once, or sleep good until I need to be up. And sometimes it seems the less sleep I get the more awake i am during the day.

I need to come up with a happy poem for a friend. I'm not used to writing anything with a happy, positive message. And my imagination seems to have shut down on me again. But I have the weekend to try and come up with something, but I made no promises that I would get anything done. And since there are no football games or races on I can watch to distract myself i should have time to try and put pen to paper.

Shaggy

I amaze myself sometimes

Got up early this morning and got all ready to go to work. Went in at 10:30 figuring it would be a short day. It could have been a better day, I looked at the wrong day on the schedule and found out I didn't even have to work today. Oh well, they let me hang around since I drove the 10 miles to get there and then they decided to have us start the one job we weren't going to be doing until wednesday afternoon, so I ended up working until 3:30 anyway. When I could have stayed in out of the cold.

Shaggy

Saturday morning

So bored right now. And i've only been up a couple of hours. Can't even watch TV because the snow has screwed up the dish. Oh well. Got too many other things to think about anyway. Should be setting at my desk trying to figure out a few things, if I am ever going to do what I was thinking of yesterday when talking to a friend. Anyway, the next few days are going to seem to go by so damn slow and boring.......I have my reasons for knowing this.

Shaggy

A new page

I just set up a yahoo 360 page at:

http://360.yahoo.com/shaggyd1999

Check it out if, you'd like.

Shaggy

Much better day

Today was a good day for the most part. I stopped at walmart on the way to hell....I mean work, and talked to a guy I know for a few minutes about movies and stuff. I almost bought the Transporter 2 movie, but decided to wait a bit yet. I was only at work for about 2 hours or so, and now that its the slow time of the year i'll be having less time in for a while.

One of the guys let me borrow his copy of the Stewie Griffin movie. It was okay, could have been somewhat better I think. But all right. He'd been forgetting to bring it in since he said I could borrow it 3 weeks ago.

After work I spent a coupld hours just hanging out and talking with a friend. It was nice to spend time with her. And it was even better since it got up over 45 degrees so we could set out and talk a while. Unless something changes though, its supposed to snow again tomorrow night. Yippee. I hate snow.

I bought the new Green day CD American idiot today too. I like the songs Boulevard of broken dreams and Wake me up when september ends. I haven't really listened to the rest of it. But I wanted those two songs. Thats the first CD of theirs that I have bought.

Shaggy

What a pain..........

I only say that because reality can be a big nuisance sometimes. Don't get me wrong, good things are happening. And even better things may happen.......and I wish i could say things here, but its something that can't be put out so open like this right now. I wish there was someone I could talk to about it, that I know wouldn't blab it out to the whole world, like most people I know would. I need some answers, and probably some advice too. Got so many thoughts rolling through my head right now, its ridiculous, and hard to concentrate on the things i need to think about most.

Shaggy

First post of the new year

Not much to say for the first post of the new year, but thought i'd say something. Last night I watched movies until just after 1:00 in the morning. This morning I didn't get up until about 9:00, and thats the first time I have slept in in months.

I spent part of the day rearranging most of my room. Guess I figured it was time for a new look. And a couple hours ago I managed to finally take a new picture of myself for a friend that I had been thinking of taking for almost a week now. Hopefully tomorrow I will be able to give it to her and see what she thinks of it.

Shaggy