Lost

Lost
Where all fear to tread
Darkness within
Thoughts in my head
Understanding gone away
Faceless evil
Heart of ice
imagination bound and gagged


Okay. That sucks and makes no sense whatsoever, but thats what just popped into my head. Just when I was thinking I should update my page.

Shaggy

South park me

Not really a fan of the show, but I found the link to a fan page for creating your own South park character. This is as close as I could come to a self portrait with the stuff they had to choose from. The addy, if anyone is interested, is:

http://www.planearium2.de/flash/spstudio.html

Not much to say. Been busy thinking about too many things this weekend. Making lists of all my thoughts about things. Filled up two and a half pages with lists and still have thoughts I haven't gotten too yet.

Shaggy

New update

Okay, its been a while since i've been here. Haven't had much to say I guess. Been up, been down, started feeling good again for a change and now my camcorder don't want to play any more. It works fine when plugged in to an outlet, but with even a new fully chraged battery it just sets there like useless paper weight.

I have a friend on my mind right now. Somebody that is kind of special to me. But thats all I can say on that note. I can actually say that said friend is only the second person in my life that has really meant too much to me. I have friends that I care for, and could probably admit I love, but not too many have ever been considered special. Lets just say its hard for me to "feel" anything, so then when the thought hit me the other day of what said friend meant to me, even though it probably shouldn't for a few reasons I can't get into, it was not totally expected.

I was stuck on the thought again the other day that I was "unlovable." Again, I was wrong. Thats been known to happen from time to time. And I was just informed a moment ago while chatting with a good friend that I was wrong. And would always be wrong on that thought. But i've never really been able to say too many "nice" things about myself.

Shaggy

Before and after

Here is a pic i just finished throwing together. The "normal" pic on the left was a request from my mother saying she would probably never see me in a suit again. And she is probably right considering this is the first time in around 20 years I actually thought of putting one on. The other is how I looked before the night was over, minus the horns because they were being a general nuisance and not staying where I wanted them too, no matter how much spirit gum I put on them.

Most people thought I looked normal while I was out and about. Some even asked me why I wasn't wearing a costume. But then I was fighting a sinus infection and ended up coming home before anything even got started. Oh well. There is always next year.

Shaggy