My little world of hate

Over the weekend I had begun thinking of reworking the little fantasy world I keep in my head. Mainly because I hadn't thought about it in a while. And the last couple days have reminded me that a little fantasy is better than reality any day. And I had to figure out how to expand my little world further to have room for more bodies.

In this world there are basically three kinds of people:

Those that should be hung on a stake in the front yard.

Those that should be skinned alive to see which one screams the loudest.

And those that aren't worth the effort of dealing with them because they suffer enough with their own stupidity.

It is a rare thing to find someone that goes beyond those three categories. But I have found a very select few. And they know who they are. I think.

There are people that wonder why I always seem to be off in my own little world on most days. When I am not talking to anyone, or if I say anything, not really saying anything at all. Just mindless chatter to get through the day and away from certain wannabe people that think they are so great. I had to buy a new little notebook to carry because the last one I had got filled up, I finished filling the last three pages and all other available space in the book with dark thoughts and scribbles before the first break we had today. And now my dark angel no longer works there, I did get to see her and her one daughter after we got done, so there went the only real reason I had to be nice while I was there.

And after a long day of hell, I came home and blew another light bulb. I hate that. Especially since I am all out of 100 watt bulbs, which is what I use in my room and the one that always seems to blow is at the other end where the tv is and is the darkest end of the room anyway.

My room is painted in two colors. This end is plain white. The other end is a dark red color. The whole thing would have been red, but I ran out of paint, and the week that I painted it it was almost 100 degree outside and in so I wanted to get it done as soon as possible. That was two or three years ago.

It was supposed to get around 95 degrees today. I don't know if it did or not, but with the humidity it was a pain. They said on the radio that tomorrow was going to cool down, with a high of 88. Maybe down to 80 to 82 this weekend. How nice.

Shaggy