Sometimes I remember........

Day after day, more often than not, I am remind somehow of why i hate people. Today was no exception. I was even told to punch out and go home early, not that there was much left to do anyway, just for saying goodbye to my best friend when she was leaving. Lets just say the bullshit was really deep today. I don't feel like thinking of the details or i'll just want to beat somebody senseless, but there are too many to choose from.

I thought a few times again of just walking out. And I sure wish I could figure out a way to not go back next week. But, if I have too then well, lets just say I made a promise to my friend once to be nice, but I don't think I can hold that promise much longer. They think they know me, but they know nothing.

Why do some people have to be so damn stupid. They believe what everyone else tells them, or they take whatever someone says and twist it all around so it sounds like what they want to hear. Those are the kind of people that make me want to .........well, i'm not sure what i'd want to do, but it probably wouldn't be pretty.

A friend gave me a shirt the other day. Its a perfect shirt for that place and i'll probably wear it if I go back monday. It says "I don't get paid enough to kiss your ass". I like that shirt.

If it wasn't for all the bills I probably would have walked off that job a long time ago. I would so like to forget that place even exists. The only good thing to come out of the time I have been there was meeting my best friend. Other than that the place is worthless, as are most of the people. Some of them I wouldn't consider any more than I would the dirt on the bottom of my shoe.

I was writing little notes in my notebook I sometimes carry and most of them were like "Who tops the list of those that should be skinned alive" (Too many to list there) Or "Smile....you'll be dead soon". Little happy thoughts like that.

Shaggy