After the storms
I would have been on sooner tonight, but we had a big thunderstorm go through hear a couple hours ago. Thunder was cracking pretty loud and the rain came down hard for a while. I have some little fans in the windows up here and the water was coming through them. Not much, but enough to notice it. It would have made a bigger mess if we tried to take the fans out because they were a pain in the ass to get them into the windows in the first place. Glad the storm waited until I made it home before it started.
This morning I left kind of early and went to the mall. I ended up buying a shirt with some skulls on it and some magazines on writing and art. Even picked up one on Cottage Living. Not sure exactly why I got the last one, but its got some good stuff in it. I saw one the other day that had some small one room cottage looking things that were used as studios, or garden sheds, or whatever. One of the I saw online was a little 6' X 7' thing modeled after an old gypsy wagon.
I'm getting set to go set at my drawing table for a while. I am thinking I should start a new self portrait, before or after I work on the three projects that are on the table now. Something to maybe show the continueing battle between my light and dark sides. Maybe. When I get something good done..........okay let me rephrase that. When I get something done, no matter how it looks, I may post it on here for all to see. Maybe post some photos as well.
Shaggy
posted by shaggy @ 10:00 PM
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The storm didn't do much to cool things down around here. It got up around 90 again and i have no idea what the heat index was. The only time I really felt it was when we were setting at the picnic table on lunch, I had water running down my back I was sweating so much.
I know sometimes I get down and I don't know why. The other day I was having thoughts that I was losing my best friend, and I know that won't happen. This inner war i'm having with my light and dark sides is bringing up all sorts of stupid thoughts. I have been told, and I know, sometimes I am too hard on myself and I should just let go and whatever happens happens. And I try to do that. No matter how worthless I sometimes think I am. And I know i'm good for something, and there is a team of scientists somewhere trying to figure that out, but so far they have no clue either. hehe. Ah....I'm back.......its good to be me again......
It's hot 105 degrres here and they say it's going to stay that way for the rest of the week. I'm just glad it's a dry heat. LOL
Shaggy, have you ever tried any antidepressants? I'm telling ya from experience they really help.
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