People

Is it a bad thing to hate people in general? I don't think so. In some ways it makes it easier to get through the day, having to deal with less people that way. In some ways its easier to not like someone than to bother trying to see how much one should open up to another person before finding out that said person was the wrong one to open up too. Does that make any sense at all?

Out of most of the people i know here, I can think of only a half a dozen that I would call a friend. Most of my friends are people I have met online and have not yet seen face to face. And in some cases have not even seen a picture of. But have been able to say more to someone I will probably never meet than to most people I see day after annoying day.

I have been told by some I have the "good life". All I do is work, sleep, watch tv, and check my email. Some days i'm online two or three times. I don't have anyone to really spend time with. So "special someone" to want to do things with and for. And have at times not really thought much about that. Do I feel lonely? I don't know. Can being lonely be mistaken for being bored? Since i seem to be bored no matter what I do any more.

I know nothing. I have never claimed to have , or even wanted, to know anything. I have rarely even claimed to be human. But thats a story for another day, right?