A few words

Today was a slow day. Every time I looked at the clock thinking it should be break time it was still over an hour away. Good news is that it ended early.

I still have not gotten the last bits and pieces i need for my halloween costume. I'm thinking well dressed demon this year. I've done dead things off and on for a long time, but I don't ever remember doing any kind of demon/devil thing. There have been only two years that I did not dress up for halloween. The first was the year that Vincent Price died. And the second was a year I really couldn't think of anything cool to do. So when people asked me what I was going to be I simply said I was going as "human."

I managed to make a couple of payments on bills today. And I spent some time with my best friend and the kids today. That was cool. Actually I think of all five of them as the best friends I have ever had. Some people have no understanding how a 7 year old could be one of my best friends, but I have no need to explain the thoughts I have so let them continue to not understand. Means nothing to me.

One of the gals at work was complaining about how bad she looked today. This is actually a daily thing. When asked if I agreed with that thought I just said "yes" just to get on to the next stupid thing to leave her lips. Which thankfully was nothing for a while. Somebody told her I was the wrong person to ask a question too, which started a whole discussion between three other people about how I usually say what I mean and I don't care what anybody thinks. I have been told I am quite honest with my thoughts, even if things I say get people all mad and complaining. I just feel so bad about that. Can anyone else see this tear running down my face? haha.

I think I filled up three pages in the little notebook I carry just after getting to hell, I mean work, this morning. Trying to come up with a good "happy" peoem, but it didn't work. I got half a dozen really short things that made absolutely no sense at all.

Shaggy