Late night rambles

Another night of being bored and not being able to sleep. I feel so tired setting in the chair but as soon as i hit the pillow i'm just laying there trying to get comfortable. I try to think of good things to get myself to relax, but sometimes that doesn't seem to work. Of course lately it seems to be a rare thing where I have a good thought. So I set up and let the thoughts floating through my head annoy the hell out of me and create doubts within my mind. Sometimes I hate being me. There have even been times that I can't remember who me is anymore. So I try to ignore the doubts and set at my drawing table, or my computer, until I can get so tired that if I don't crawl to the bed I will fall over wherever I am.

Shaggy